vtool...a word of caution
hi vtool,
well, i can say reading your posts is exhausting, informative, annoying, interesting and lot of other things.
i feel compelled to add a word of caution here to you, though you may not take it. everyone i have ever known who got involved with ritual magic has gone on to experience some of the most horrific and ungodly things occur to them. you have NO IDEA of the powers you are playing with and how unleashing them into your life can and will affect your consciousness. one thing that hallucinagens do is make you feel you are invincible, much more powerful than you are, and that you can handle anything that comes your way. but it is an illusion and you usually wake up too late. i tell you this as one human to another, not as a moral issue, simply as one who has seen the wreckage of human lives that come from conjuring up strange entities.
look at the personal lives of famous magicians. AC's personal life was an absolute nightmare, he either betrayed and destroeyd everyone close to him, or they betrayed and attempted to destroy him. power games, power games and more power games.
please consider what i am saying. i feel that you will have a smart reply to this and go on with what you are doing. but at least your fate will not be in my hands.
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