Re: To Joe, No wonder you are hving severe reactions!

Robbie,

No, actually I got this bladder infection about 3 weeks ago before the mercury removal. I started the mercury removal, about a week after that infection! Therefore, it definitely wasn't the MERCURY de-tox that caused it!! Actually, I seem to be feeling a little better after removing 2 of those Amalgam fillings, but to be quite honest I don't know if it is because I took out the mercury or just something pyschological?! I'd really like to believe it's because of the mercury removal, but to be quite honest I'm not getting my hopes up! But, yet I know that this is totally the wrong way of thinking, because I know that I should be thinking POSITIVE!! This is part of the problem I have. This illness is not only causing me physical symptoms, but it's also knocking the crap out of my emotional well being and making me depressed. And this Depression is not allowing me to think POSITIVE! Funny thing is, I've never in my life have been a "negative" thinker, and Depression wasn't even part of my vocabulary! I guess it is because I was blessed with such superior health until about 7 1/2 years ago. And, I am having a hard time coping with my illness knowing that on that day January of 1996, I got a brutal parasitic viral infection and my health continued to deteriorate from then. Before that day, and my entire life up until I turned 33 I was blessed with such superior health, strength and vitality that even the most healthy people would be envious of! Up until that time, I never had any infections, I had perhaps only had a flu 2 or 3 times and perhaps only a cold a few times. I can't even remember ever even having a headache, if you can believe it? (I'm not including the hangover headaches.....LOL) I used to lift weights, kept fit and healthy, ate well, played almost every sport in high school, was a model student, won numerous sports awards (mostly hockey) and scholar awards. Even was considerd by NHL scouts at age 14! Yes 14!! When I turned 15, I was 3 years below the required age group to play junior hockey. I was personally approached by the coach who asked me to come to play on his team only after seeing me play 1 game. I was just playing like "bush league" hockey at that time. I declined thinking I was too good for juniors! Being that young and already having such popularity, could you imagine what my ego was like?? Of course, at that age my ego was all puffed up, I was too proud and a cocky kid thinking that I was too good for junior's! After all, scouts were already considering me as a potential NHL draft choice, so why wouldn't I decline? Junior's were below my standard! Had I accepted the offer, I'm sure I would have been the youngest player to have ever played in junior hockey league. After high school, I then went to college and got my Engineering degree. Had a wonderful relationship, great career, wonderful family, My parents brought me up well. Even attended church regularly! When I was about 25 I got into a really bad car accident! I hit a van parked on the side of the road. I was going about 60 MPH and smashed into this van! There was absolutely nothing left of my car! The van was totaled as well! I got out of the car, without a single scratch or broken bone. When the police and emergency came, they asked me where the person in the car was? I told them, "I WAS IN THE CAR!!!" They didn't believe me! My body and immune system was so strong, that not even a fatal car crash could affect me! And that was my second fatal car crash! I walked out of one a few years prior without a scratch as well! The first one severed a power pole and took out part of a building going 80 MPH!!!! It was something in the way the vehicle hit the power pole before hitting the building. The vehicle first hit the power pole in such a way as to cushion the crumbling effect and the speed of the vehicle 2 feet back from where I was sitting, before continuing on to hit the building. The building acted as a second cushion to help stop the force of the crash and allowing the vehicle from further crumbling apart. There was nothing left of the vehicle, and my 2 friends and I didn't have a scatch! Had that power pole hit 2 feet over from the passenger's seat where I was sitting, I would have been toast! The way it happened, it was actually nothing other than a total MIRACLE!! It was all too strange, I tell you! God seemed to follow me around where ever I went. Honestly the way I see it, I believe I was just so spoiled and blessed with such good health for most of my life, that I needed to become ill, so that I can have a "REAL LIFE" reality check...LOL!

God Bless you Robbie,

Sincerely,
Joe