Help!!!

I went out tonight and I seen kims best friend Ann at the club alone so I asked her where Kim was at and she said that Kim dissred s/p - I felt sad at the club because Kim would never diss Ann out of all people - well when I was driving home I thought I would go by kims and see who was there - David's truck was at her house - I hate her so much - she called me and was talking to me like everything was ok between us and this is why she left me - I hope that he gets her pregnant and leaves her again so that way she can feel like shit like I do - I swear that someone like star see's her so I can have her kick her ass - I hate her so much - I feel like telling lavonne to go to the club with me so she can kick her ass so bad - what should I do? - I can not sleep - I feel like hurting someone in the worst way - I feel like hurting him in the worst way - the way were he will never come back - I don't know what to do - I hope that you can read this before I go to work tonight (Sunday) - please help be - don't just tell me to get over her or anything like that - I need your help so bad because I feel like doing something stupid that could put me in jail for the rest of my life - I don't know what to do - I need you more then ever - I pray to god that he could give me that streath s/p to be smart and help me to not do anything stupid - you know that I have not called Kim since we broke up and she calls me so I still talk to her because I thought she was the one - please help me because I can not stop crying right now - I wish that you were not with my cousin that way I can call you with out him getting mad - what should I do?- I know that you will probably tell me to just let her go and move on like my friends tell me but I hurt so much - please help me - I don't want to do anything stupid - but I don't know if I can keep my self under control - please help me - please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what should I do? Tweet