Confused...

I was wondering if anyone has experienced this...

I'm a heterosexual female, and have never loved or been sexually attracted to a woman. But in my mind I tend to fantasize about homosexual sex and will even have an cllmax thinking about it. I think it may have to do with my curiosity. I don't know. It seems easier for me to have an cllmax thinking of women than men. It's weird. The thought of being with a woman outside of the fantasy, repulses me. I've never liked a woman in my life, I've only liked men. I like sex with men and only fantasize about men as far as relationships, marriage and all that goes. I'm even more attracted to men's bodies. When I see a woman's body, it doesn't arouse me. It's is only the homosexual sex. What does this mean?