As soon as I read the last bit of your post..i remebered another post that you wrote about sending thought about you keeping that job..and I remeber wanting to write something about leaving it open for the greater good.....
It also reminds me of a lot of Shamanic teachings about the unknown...always to honor and make a space for the unknown in our lives.....
Flowing with the choreography of energy that will bring us the best oppertunities and the greatest amount of learning and growth..... and not letting what we "want" to get in the way....or slow down the wave.....
Thats my two cents......
I think it is sooooooo cool that you have a dream like that every year!!! and all the laughing!! that is always the best medicine...... :)