I really appreciate the response and how quickly it was. I talked to my best friend tonight and about all of this and she immedietly went off on me until she worked herself up and left. I wasn't angry or anything. I really want to take your advice and get a hobby and do all of that, but all I can think about is her. If I was unclear before, I am male. Don't know if that makes a difference at all. I just don't know how to force myself to stay away from her. I can only think about her. Thank you so much for your response.