Well, I've just found your site and found a practitioner very near me!
I do feel as if I might slit my wrists right now (only joking) as I have Venus and my moon in the 12th house and always feel lonely - even when i'm with friends & family. I always want to help everybody but it seems that it's always take, take, take! Mars is in Pisces and conjunct my midheaven so I never have stamina to see most things through. Saturn is 5th house in scorpio and I don't seem to be able to enjoy leisure. BUT I do have (2nd house) the sun, mercury and Pluto in Leo which might be my saving? (money? no pun intended) Maybe?? Rising sign is Cancer and I do have a prickly sensitivity and read things into situations. Uranus is also in Leo (in 1st) which has turned my whole life upside down and back up again a few times! Jupiter is in Virgo 3rd. Neptune is in 4th in Libra.
Anyway, lets see what my session brings and maybe it will point me in the right direction re negative thinking.