I know where you're coming from... and I totally understand. I go back and forth all the time, but it's not really a struggle anymore... it's more like a dance…
But don't forget that it's all about perceptions: if you've ever done a liver flush, if you removed your gall stones with olive oil & lemon juice or if you use a zapper... for most people on this planet you DO live in La-la-land...
The beauty of it (life) is that there are so many choices, so many different perspectives…