Well Hello Amy, do not give up on what you are doing do you hear me block out the negative environment and keep focused on what Dr Schulze's is saying to you, Also listen to Tony Robbins to keep your mind positive and healthy. He will give you the tools in this area. Where Dr. Schulze 's in my option is the GOD of HEALTH NO ONE I HAVE SEEN IN MY 10 years of research can touch him... What an incredible Soul!!!! SO I say to you AMY Keep on the course and surround your self with loving caring people and you will be healed. I Guarantee It :)