Hello Rudenski, Sorry it's taken awhile to respond. Had a few heavy things to tend to. That and I downloded service pack 2 that gave me a fit for a couple days. Oh well, this too shall pass. I like your description of a baby and you are so on the same page as I. The purest, powerless kind of dependent love.
Not sure if I told you all but I am an addictions counselor now.
As I work with the homeless, addicted, and usually very lost of the population, I learn so much more about our influence and power to help those who scream out for guidence. I see lives change and miracles happen as God touches those lives.
That's all for now but I will return soon to share my Ego Death details. Oncve again, thank you for being there. Heavensgirl