Sorry there, as i said sometimes i confuse myself!
About the fear thing.
Fear is the interest we pay on events we haven't yet invested our energy into.
I don't think a lot of people are as scared of dying aqs they think, moreso it is a fear of the end of living, which is another creature altogether.
On being cryptic.
What i write and what you think of it are two different things. I'm not trying to be cryptic. Those words came to me from the ether. I was writing mostly on gut, as usual