"All is symbol" resonates with me....that is why it is so difficult to tell you my story. I have to find symbols(stereotypes) that tell the story but do not pervert the truth of what happened. Sometimes I begin to say what I observed and I get this nudge from behind me that tells me, "that ain't what happened." I know that even in these posts there are some logic errors...Imagine all of the religious and spiritual writers since the beginning of the written word can only write through their stereotype(symbols). I only want to paint these symbols in such a way that they let people know how wonderful this being of light is. I f I tell you about how wonderful I am...i feel my selfish motives...but when I tell you about the Light....you can be assured...this being cares more about you then you can imagine. This being doesn't want you to keep kicking yourself and punishing yourself for your "sins." This LOving "Spiritual Guide" wants you to know that you are loved beyond all understanding...and that this being is cheering you on...and that the whole universe and all of the love that there is will line up behind you if you will just turn to love... : )