Re: my BB

Thank u OF for your kind words. I really needed that. I am beginning to losehope.

Unfortunately some people - whether in hospital or not - are really just mean. I happen to be surrounded with this kind of people at work. U know I'm the new kid on the block so i haven;t really made frineds with anyone. And i don't think I would ever made any with my BB. It's really a curse. Some are polite to me but some are really nasty. There were times, in the middle of work or meeting, someone would just say "WHat is the smell? Something fishy going on in here? " And everybody would just look at me. Sympathetic eyes and mean eyes on me i just wanted to hide. I pretend I didn't hear her or care about that. But how long can i last pretending. I have feelings too. I just want to be normal.