Re: ANYONE HAVE A ZAPPER IN ONTARIO?
Kareem,
just to reassure you that the candida is most definitely not in your brain. If it was you would be dead. Only the very, very immune-compromised (i.e. final stage aids, cancer) need worry about things like that.
Candida does however produce many toxins which affect brain function. "Brain Fog" is the term we commonly use - you can't always think straight, may get very angry for no reason, may even be paranoid. The severity of your brain fog usually reflects the severity of the condition.
The fact that you are 18 can only work in your favour. You haven't had time to abuse your body like the rest of us have. You are in your physical prime (even if you don't feel like it).
I too see spots - flashes of light. I think Shelleycat has a good explanation of why that may be.
My advice is to try and emotionally distance yourself from what is happening to your body. Try and think outside of the brain fog. Realise that you are not at your best at the moment and may need outside help. Most of all arm yourself with as much knowledge as you can. Oh - and one step at a time. Do one thing - e.g. diet, until you've mastered it, then move on to something else.
The way I think of it is: "This is the fight of my life, with my life, for my life."