I know in myself that I am ready to move ahead, i have felt this since finding out about my illness.
You cannot go thru' something like this and not have it change you in some profound way.
As much as i desire change, right now i am still recuperating from the surgery.
I am not able to get around very much yet, b/c of losing the lymph nodes in both groins.
My legs are weak and i am right now in the process of exercising them and trying to make them stronger, which could take months to years according to the doctors and other info i have read on this.
One day at a time here and i know that i will very soon be heading in the right direction.
I feel something very important is waiting for me,before the end of the year.