Trauma Dream, but not 9-11

Okay, I thought about writing this earlier, but decided against it. It is really short, and I believe it was very prophetic to my own life.

In real life, I had moved to Taiwan and had been there for about two weeks. In the middle of the night I had a horrible, horrible, horrible dream. I was really agast at what was going on in the dream, but cannot remember any of the details. I know I woke up practically crying and thinking, that didn't make sense. It had something to do with my ex-husband's family. It was extremely painful and terrorizing to me. I woke him up and just started to explain that I had a really bad dream about his family, but that I couldn't remember what it was about. It took me a long time to go back to sleep that night.

In the morning, his father called. My ex was in the shower and had to call him back. When he called back, he was told his mother had died and the police were investigating. I was very close to her and loved her very much. We used to spend a lot of time together even when my ex wasn't around. At first, I thought that she had been murdered because her car was found abandoned. Only when we arrived home did we find out that she had killed herself. I realized that my dream probably had something to do with this situation. It was so full of fear, confusion, pain, suffering, and all other sorts of crazy, messed up feelings.

As a side note, it seems that the FBI had been investigating her and just that morning she was accused of embezzlement from a capital management firm. I had never known that she had problems, but I learned that she was sort of a kleptomaniac even as a child. It is just too bad, she was a wonderful woman, but I guess we all have our less than desirable personality traits - luckily many are more tame than hers were. Tweet