Venus Forum and the curse of the Blue Flame

Hi Tracey and Anthony and everyone!

So, I think it was early Tuesday morning I had a dream that i was going to a place on Vancouver island called Gonzales Mountain. I remembered(in the dream)that i had dreamt that there was another mountain behind Gonzales mountain and I wanted to gothere and see if it really existed. (Gonzales mountain is not a real place, although there is a place called gonzales hill)
It was night, I think dusk and the sky was a beautiful deep cobalt/midnight blue, very vibrant andthe mountain was a deep rich fertile green and as i climbed over the first mountain i could see the second one, even more green and beautiful, grassy, thick dense soft moss growing everywhere. At the top of the mountain was a small stone Temple! The temple of Venus! It was rectangular, sort of ancient Greek looking, simple, very old. it was open with no door, but i knew that no one had been there before, as if it came to exhist because I dreamt about it! Or something like that. Inside there was a smaller rectangular slab, also made of stone. It wasn't an altar, but something special, ritual, hmmm...
All around the temple was warm glowing amber and light and the walls themelves seemed to be made of amber, transparent, resin like, but hard, but not like glass, all reflective and transparent at the some time.

I noticed my clothing, I was wearing a lovely soft flowing white dress, smoething between an Edwardian tea dress and a white ancient goddess robe, gauzy flowing skirts.

My friend Tracey was there! She was also dressed in the same white clothes. I had the strong feeling that i didn't want anyone to know about this amazing place, not because I wanted to exclude people from experiencing it, but because I was afraid that it would change, people would come and it would be changed forever! Tracey had the same feeling, but for different reasons.
Then it seemed that all the women i know were there also and maybe women i don't know too. Or was it all the women I love? They were also dressed in the same white dresses. Although they knew and understood my feelings and reason for not wanting the place to change (I also felt the wonderful feeling of pure warm love and I was very connected to the place) there was a concensus that we would have to change it, that there was a spell on the place, a curse, the curse of the Blue Flame!
I thought this was strange, because I felt nothing but pure loving energy in the place and i had no sense of any curse. The women were loving and wise and we all knew naturally that we would perform a ritual and break the curse.
We joined hands and moved into rotating circles. I don't know if we were forming concentric circles or one big spiral, but i was moving in one direction and then the other and the women in front and behind me were moving in oppoosite direction to my ring of women, VERY COOL feeling of alternating rotating rings... then we all began to hum!!! Yes! Humming rotating women, forming a harmonic resonating vibration. Suddenly, blue lights, ultraviolet swarms of light energy came darting through an opening in the roof and from the walls too, i think, they formed orbs of blue flame light and moved around the women swirling around quickly and then as if they were magnetized to me, all the light shot over to my body and spun around me spiralling around and around my body. I stood with my arms slightly up from my sides, encompassed in this beautful mesmerizing warm sensual energy. I seemed frozen but vibrating and then suddenly the light energy vanished! And the spell was broken! Then the women said now "the others" can come..... the Others were Men!!!!
Next I was below the Venus Temple, in a similar shaped building, same stone, old feeling. This was an open, an atrium area, with a water pool/water feature in the middle, a statue or a fountain? The place was candlelit and filled with many people, men and women mingling socialising, drinking wine, it seemed lke a gallery opening or something and I noticed the women from earlier were all there, but they were in contemporary clothes now, they just blended in with everyone else.

A male friend from a long time ago was there. I have not seen him for years and I have always felt a little bad/sad about him because something weird happened and we never resolved it. Well,in the dream, he was there and I heard him say "Hi Alison" I pretended i didn't hear him, ignored him, tried to walk by and then he said hello again so i stopped and said hi and he was so nice to me! I was relieved, after thinking that he didn't like me and wouldn't be friendly, but he was really friendly, kind, warm and loving! So we talked for a bit and then we went off to mingle with the others.

Then I was standing off to one side a bit, alone and I saw my Dad from behind, walking away, I noticed the back of his head. it was as if I had asked a question, like what just happened, or what was all that about? I don't know, but i heard him say, in a matter of fact way, "You were in the Shadow of the Blue Flame".

And that was it!!

thanks, Alison