I had an unusal thing happen. I was laying asleep in bed with my wife and I became aware of my deceased wife. She lay down on the floor on my side of the bed. I smiled and felt warm feelings from her and I longed to join her but then I felt a certain amount of guilt and then she was no longer there. I have not figured out why she is still visiting me over one year later but I really miss her even though I love my living wife. I feel a little guilty about those feeling still but I would not want them to end. I am just sharing this because I felt I needed to say it.