I lost the love of my life, one year on Jan 9th. I feel guilty and have been not couping well at all. She died with great suffering in an institution from brain damage from strokes. Her dementia was so bad I worrie greatly If she crossed over and is OK there and cares about me. Her name is Barbra (or Little One)Buckmaster. I really need to see her, communicate, lucid dream, or something major so I could maybe let go of this obsession.
Please help If you can I'm about to fall apart. Trent