There are always spirits around you. Most of which you never meet in this lifetime.
You do have a special gift and one spirit helps you often with your channelling. Perhaps a great or even great great grandmother. Your gift tended to skip a generation or two. You recieve messages from your spirit "helper" just when you seem to need them most,it never fails. Somehow, I'm not sure but you are rewarded when you channel for somone, especially when you are able to get a message through to them on a soul level. What I hear from this person is "ASK AND YOU SHALL RECIEVE' and something about being too pigheaded??? Sorry.
Let me know what you think.
Libra : )