Re: Depression and anxiety
Depression and anxiety occur on several levels at the same time, e.g. , physical, emotional, and spiritual. For example, if you are physically congested, you will likely feel the same on the other levels as well. Thus, "depressed" liver functions due to clogged up bile ducts can lead to congestion or suffocation of cells throughout the body. Cells that are cut off their support system feel alienated, anxious and when nothing seems to work anymore, depressed. The cells in your body are more or less conscious than you are. Each cell, like your body as a whole, is a conscious being. Even the atoms and subatomic particles constituting your body are conscious of who they are and what their specific purpose is. When the body becomes clogged up with toxins, chemicals from drugs and foods, stones, waste matter, etc., the communication between cells and their mastermind, which is you, becomes disrupted. This is the source of anxiety, nervousness, and when stagnation has reached a climax, depression results.
Depression can occur when due to the above situation and/or negatively perceived situations in life the body does not perform normally and hormonal imbalances begin to affect one's sense of self-confidence and worthiness. Depression is all about not being worthy. Unfinished guilt from wrong-doings in past lives are also a common cause of depression and altered hormone secretions. In a Sacred Santemony session (see my website) I am able to work with such causes.
One of the main reasons why you found that nothing seems to be working in your favor is because you fight against what you don't like in your life. If there is something you emotionally resist, you are spending all your energy in fighting and there is no energy left to create solutions to your problems. And so you remain "stuck" in your depressed mode until you stop fighting or resisting. I have described this in my book, Lifting The Veil of Duality. By trying to avoid what you don't like, your energy makes it to become even stronger and more energized. Your attention works like a laser beam. The degree of resistance to something or someone reflects the degree of fear you have inside. The only reason "negative" things happen to you is free yourself of those fears and grow sronger. Once you accept and even embrace what you resist in your life, the fear will subside and the depression lift. No longer being in the "flight or fight" response mode, your horomones will once again shift and reflect an improved, more worthy self-perception. Flushing of the liver (see The Amazing Liver & Gallbladder Flush) to clear out guilt and anger, doing colonics to remove pent-up emotions and anxiety from the colon/solar plexus, and cleansing of the kidneys to remove old fears while stopping to fight or resist things can effectively take you out of the depressed state.
Andreas
Andreas