Dear Longraven,
have you ever tried a gentle way to help you from your depression?? for example, body-mind or energy psychology therapy.
Please, take a look at http://www.unstressforsuccess.com,http://www.emofree.com/ and at http://www.thejourney.com/. I have tried all the 3 therapies and they have been a blessing in cleansing my mind and spirit from trauma's, fears, etc, and I'm still in a process of cleasing. I have also done the liver flush but I have stopped it since some months ago due to my physical weakness.
I hope it will help you.