Oh Mira!
I read your story and empathize! I wish dearly
that I was writing with the answer to your problem and
I'm hoping that someone will.
Mainly I wanted to say that at one time I was so bad
that I was terrified to eat because everything I ate made
me very ill. It was an emotional rape everytime I was forced
to eat.
Even now I have to be careful but at least
I have a range of things that I can eat safely now. My problems
were very different than yours so I can't say that my direction would be useful to tell.
While I don't have any really definite answers for your situation, I wanted to write you while you were waiting
for someone more knowledable on your needs to write. It's sometimes lonely when your scared and waiting for someone to answer your questions. I'm sure that everyone who reads you letter is deeply moved.
Karen