I prayed for you and your husband. Remember that you knew God before you were born? You also knew your husband... You made a deal to help each othjer out...remember that contract? Before you were born. Let your strong love overcome the part of you that has become victim. Be the light the Holy Spirit that works within you is helping you to become. Rise up like a lighthouse on a stormy night on the horizon... Don't fear the night. Even til' the end of this world...you are a beacon on a hill..shine baby....shine....