Hi LiZaBeTh,

I understand a bit about self destructive behavior, (I have had a 'very' checkered past...), so I am willing to listen without being judgmental if you need to sound off a bit.

We have a couple of different Christianity Forum s here with some good hearted people. I am not your standard Christian type, but I post mostly on Enlightened/Esoteric Christianity. I am a bit of a gadfly, so I wander around a bit and post on other forums too (we have an interesting exchange going on at the Atheist forum)

So, if you need some debate or support friends just stop by.

As to self mutilation, I guess if you internalize the distress you feel for long enough it will burst forth in destructive actions. I used drugs for many years, so I understand the concept. All I can suggest is learning how to achieve a balance and deal with the feelings (those damned uncomfortable and unrelenting feelings...). It is also helpful to get out of yourself, and get with some people who understand what you are going through. (but you already know that, don't you?) This life is not designed for us to go it alone.

;0)

Wiz