This may not be for everyone...

There is a wonderful website... there are lots and lots of people young and old... its a forum/community like this... it'll show you more beautiful options, and basically get the same relief.... if that isn't for you, there are also a good number of "cutters" and what not in the community with forums.... just another place you can turn for support and other options... the site is www.bmezine.com (the community is http://iam.bmezine.com ) check it out, but like I said before, it may not be for every one, I just want you to know there are places and options for you... *hugz*

A girl who's been there....

http://www.bmezine.com
http://iam.bmezine.com/