You are correct, something compels me to do so, yet I am not quite sure what. I shall attempt to host the file this evening, as certain styles of music must only be experienced with the waxing moon. I perhaps should warn you, however, that the second track was experienced by another "ambient" acquaintance of mine, and he did mention that it was "almost unbearable." I take that as a huge compliment, given my original intent, but it may not prove pleasurable for you...
An open mind, headphones, secluded darkness and a semi-meditative state; that is all I ask...