Re: I could just DIE!!!!

Then I ate a regular meal. Stopped on the way home and got ice cream. Then had a candy bar before bed.
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME!!!!!! Why, Why, Why, do I try to kill myself like this. Now what do I do??? I don't know whether to take a laxative, because I'm afraid of what I just did to my poor stomach, or just wait to let things pass. Anyone's help would be greatly appreciated. >>>

Just forgive yourself, we all do the best we can. Its VERY dangerous after a fast to not follow the instructions of drinking orange juice and eating lightly to get the body accustomed to food again. It can cause kidney failure as you are shocking the body with food. I suggest that you don't take the laxative today as its too harsh for the stomah, but drink the lemonade to cleanse the body from the toxics you ingested yesterday.

Marie