I agree with Foy ! When you are so disoriented and oh so depressed to the point of non stop voices in your head its very hard to keep that rational and perspective! The feelings of absolute hopelessnes is what got to me! You just dont have the ability to see how your going to make it through the day let alone be able to see into the future! I think the thing that the thing that stops most people is simply love! The love you have for others whether its a parent or a child or someone that would truly feel the loss of you! The importance of love should never be underestimated or forgotten! Love does make the world go round! Grog