This is my first step to recovery from Bulemia

Hi All,
I have been a bulimic since I was about 15 and I'm currently 24. After many moments of going between getting help and not, I am fed up with my sickness and need to start walking in the opposite direction of this disorder. I binge and purge everyday. It doesn't even have to be a big meal, it could be a sandwhich and I won't like the feeling of it in my stomach. My sickness is so advanced that I no longer need to induce vomiting- I just heel over the toilet and out it comes. I have to much to live for and don't want to die in vain of this disorder. Each day will be a struggle, but it's still a new day. How has counseling worked for everyone? I want to maintain my current weight and begin a healthy diet/workout regime. Should I see a dietician? will insurance cover this? How has your sickness changed your metabolism? I feel that that's a major fear of mine---beginning to eat normally and blow up because my metabolism is so off. Thank you all for being apart of this forum. It makes me feel not alone. Tweet