Hello

Hi, I am not sure who this message is directed at?? anyway just trying to get a little help because honestly i am too afraid to talk to anyone i know regarding bulimia. it started when i was about 16 went on for a full year and stopped completely. but for the past half year or so, its kinda come on and off. i have spent a lot of time in between these two periods overcoming really deep unconscious crap. but to be honest... with myself... i still do not know the root root cause of what actually started the first year of bulimia. all i know was that i decided to take control and stop it, and it worked. the purging part is very much to do with guilt and not wanting to be fat... but i am not sure what the purging part is. i am at a stage of my life where things are going quite slow... and i dont have anything to wake up to in the morning besides yoga and meditation, which sometimes seems too much of a discipline. i am hoping that when i go to university this october all this will end. meanwhile... i'd just like to have more self control and will power. and i would really really like to get to the bottom of this once and for all...
please advice

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