Re: So much stress!

your name sounds really familiar... can i ask if you have ever been to remuda ranch in arizona? you don't have to answer if it's too personal of a question- you know, sarah, it's those who are the most talented, witty, creative, genuine, original, caring, etc. that suffer from this damned disease- look around at those you know with this intense, all-consuming need to control themselves and hold themselves to the highest, ultimate perfection- you're not stupid, sarah- you're obsessed with perfection- you cannot force others to treat you the way you need to be treated and you cannot control those things outside of your own skin, so you force yourself and push youraelf to become perfect at controling yourself and your own skin- unfortunately, this drive we share to be without fault, is the very thing that drives us crazy and cages us- unless we release the beast within us that feeds on our perceived failures, it will eat us alive, and we will be perfect... perfectly dead- i am an anorexic and bulemic- some days better than others- i'm alive today because Jesus saves my life every day- He loves me and gives me the perfect amount of strength to get through each minute... each hour, each day- i will pray for you, sarah- Tweet