Allopathic are full of hog-wash. Most of their 'knowledge' is a lie, from their schooling (brainwashing) UGH!
Babies should never ever be vaccinated at birth! It took me some time to figure that one out too! I feel very blessed thought that I learned before I had any children. Please don't blame yourself, for past mistakes! :) You are doing your best and everything in your power now to educate yourself!