Re: If you could change one thing from your past...

That's also very true, the relation with infinity goes both inwards and outwards.
Do what you love? or love what you do? both of course.
Maybe the asiatic that is in you privilege the inward path towards infinity, but I'm sure you can see well also the other.
I revere the masters of East, and I've felt close to them all my life, but just in the latest days I realized that while they presume that access to infinity has to be beyond form, my dream is instead to experience infinity also within the form. My highest hope is that this will be possible by passing the gate of 2012. Buddha was very far inside the so called Cosmic Night, and had no other way to go than withdrawing from form. But times have changed, seemingly.