Hey you. I'm in Texas too.. in Austin, and I heard there's people here that're afflicted.
I know how you feel. I actually moved here to escape chemtrails, and I see them almost everyday!
Just remember that you are Soul and you create your reality. Check out Lapis' blog One - when I was so afraid I literally locked myself in my house for 6 months, the articles in this blog are what helped me get enough of my power back to begin rebuilding myself.
Just breathe. :)