please help i can't figue this out

ok i have been dating someone for 11 months we are engaged and he is in the military and i know that he can't always call or write but lately is has started to feel as if i don't know how to explain it i am so in love with him and he says he loves me but i am so afraid that he is going to find someone else while he is gone from not being around me or home and get use to being somewhere else or that he will stop loving me or how its going to be when he come home again and i also want to tell him how much i love and care about him but i always clam up and can't get it out and also see how he feels about me or if he loves me like i do him but i don't know how to bring it up with him. and i know you shouldn't depend on someone for happiness and i am really happy with him and i honestly can't see my life without him. i am sorry if i have confused you but this is the first time i have talked about this so if you will can you help me out. Tweet