In a relat. but like another girl

Hello everyone. Well let me start off by saying that I am in a relationship with a girl that I have been with for 3 years now. I love her, but she has done many things to bring me grief. About a year and a half ago she cheated on me, and even ended up in a mental hospital because she somewhat went nuts afterwards. Well She promised me that it wouldn't happen again, and that she couldn't control what hapened. As she put it, her mind was telling her no, but her body wanted it and she couldn't take control. Well after that I got back with her, and I forgave her. But fights started to break out between us. She promised me that she would never talk or see the creep that she got wit again. But about a little over a month ago, I found a letter addressed to him, saying that she wanted him, and that she hardly wanted anything to do with me. Well I am still with here, but now I have a delemma. There is a girl that I have gotten to know pretty well over the past couple of years. She was a "friend's" girlfriend. Well he isn't much of a friend, due to the fact that we got into a fight about a year ago, and I broke his arm. But I was talking to the both of them when my girlfriend cheated on me. This girl told me that she really started to get feelings for me after that happened, because I was so emotional, she saw the true me. Well we still talk, and I consider her a friend, but I am starting to get these strong feelings for her. I am still in my 3 year relationship, and the other girl knows this, and helps with advice, but has openly admitted that if I was dumped, or I dumped my girlfriend, she would want to hook up. This girl has qualities that my girlfriend doesn't. My girlfriend is hard to love, you have to read her mind and know what mood she is in before you can even tell her, "I love you." This friend of mine, has told me that she wants to be loved, kissed, hugged, and all of the things that I am longing to do. I'm a pretty sensitive guy I guess you could say, and I long to love someone, and have them love me back. Anyways, this is drawing out pretty long so I am going to stop here. What should I do. I have come here before and have gotten some great answers, so I value everyones opinions. Thank you for reading.

Tweet