Re: " Transformations "
Hey sweetheart, I know it's been a while since you posted this, but I just wanted to see how you are doing. I also wanted to let you know that my heart goes out to you. I understand feeling depressed, especially when you are dealing with guilt and maybe an unsupportive husband. You may have some post-partum
Depression as well. Alisaun's advice was very good for physical healing. And you need to realize that you can't blame yourself for what others have done. You were just a child when your stepfather did that. You are not responsible for his actions. I'm going to guess that your household was a little chaotic (if something like that was going on) and you were probably just trying to survive yourself. The great thing is now you are an adult and you can change things for yourself, your child, and future generations. You are not bound by the past and you have the freedom to create a new future.
Stand up for yourself, you know what is right. If your husband gets mad because you don't give him a blow job, then that is too bad. You don't have to take that. I'm sure that you are smart and beautiful. Make good decisions for yourself and your child. I know you can do that. I know you can. If you'd like to talk more, please e-mail me at ***********.
Lots of love!