no Its okay. I did use some doctor medications at first but they would work awhile and then stop working. I just got tired of using something and it work somewhat for awhile but then just stop working. Almost like you build a immunity to it. It may could have kept it from speading as much as it has but it would lose its strength and then on to something else. I just got tired of all the meds and I am not a med. person anyways. I don't like to take alot of drugs if I don't have too. I think my cause is from a break down in my immunity because of EBV virus and other things such as toxins. I am trying now to get on some Colloid silver to see if this helps and do all the necessary cleanses. I was 28 when my first bump showed up. Hope you get some relief too.This isn't the easiest thing to deal with. Good luck to you!!