Reading your post made me feel much better. I can sense that you are a good person who wants to do right by yourself. I slipped tonight too after a brief shouting match with my mom, I ate a piece of chicken. I think going raw would be very easy for me to do if I was by myself and if I didn't work in a store with tempting treats. I found something that may be of help to you http://www.emofree.com and also when I am praying and asking God for help that works. I wish I remembered tonight though :/