one more lax tea and one more SwF!
Yes folks ,I'm almost done. Tomorrow is 45 days!
I'll be cruising to the healthfood stores & stands to make my zupa!
It's been an interesting ride. It passed faster than I thought and I've learned so much.
I've learned that we are all slaves to our whims and to the whims of others,
I've learned that if you tell your mind to do something you will do it.
I've learned that the strength to do something stems from your own passions
I've learned that most people wish they had the guts to do what I am doing
I've learned that control and will power are completely a state of mind
Ok, before this post looks like I'm a 4th grader being punished, I want to thank everyone for their support and for sharing their experiences, feelings and knowledge. There is probably no way I would have ever attempted 45 days w/out the security of knowing that I had you to lean on, to vent on, to rant on, to whine on,to depend on...Mahalo! I now know I can do it alone. Great feeling.
I hope ,within my past rantings, that someone was helped. That I gave back to the group by sharing as well, something that inspired or prompted someone to take a differnt slant on something.
Attitudes and views can change in a split second. Though habits & thinking / eating patterns tend to be etched quite a bit deeper. For those just entering the world of
The Master Cleanser , I would like to encourage you to keep an open mind. YOu may only be here to lose a few
pounds yet I hope you will become aware that it is not only
pounds you need to lose, it is those attitudes, views ,habits , thinking/eating patterns that need to be lost and restructured as well. It won't happen , you won't change, unless you really ,really want to and make up your mind to do it- Without failure as an option. Failure is NOT an option ...it is a choice!
If you follow the plan and formula of Stanley Burrough's Master Cleanser, without
adding a touch of equal when you need your tea sweeter, without smoking your cigarettes, without doing drugs, without CHEATING-you will realize success. Not just losing weight, you will realize that you have the willpower to say no to the
whims that put you here in the first place. Forget the lame excuses...just say no!
Just because something is in front of you or you are stressed out doesn't mean you have to do it.
On day 30 I stopped salivating when I saw something that would taste good . I can't even begin to explain the feeling of not needing food, not craving popcorn or all the stuff I thought I 'loved'. The feeling is like when you're breathing...that split second between breaths when you don't need any air...when your body is totally content and needs nothing.
There is no love for food, only lust. I am offically divorcing my relationship with food...I am ,however,asking for life sustaining visitation rights though.hah
I don't need court supervision any more either. Although, like seeing an old flame, I am expecting the flaring of emotions to arise when a large veggie Whole wheat ,soy cheese pizza,loaded with eggplant, artichokes, olives, mushrooms, tomatoes, onion(yellow ,white,red..whatever!),garlic,pinenuts & zuchini is steaming in my face,smothering me with the mixed aromas of all the delectibles. I'll deal with it the way any responsible, health oriented, recent MCer would do...HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH,!!!!! Seriously, I'm on a new road.
My family will beni ,too!
My family and clients have been more than patient with me during my 45 day sabatical and I won't have the freedom of posting as often, so I wanted to take
this opp to say a heart felt Mahalo,with aloha to everyone here. I'll miss posting regularly though will be checkin' in periodially ,so say Hi!
Aloha hui ho...I really gotta go...I'm not done yet!
Dave