i am feeling super alive & giddy! that euphoric but grounded feeling! really clear & happy! how are you?!...

it's hard when those outside forces start piping in thier $.02 . my mom just called & was like happy o.j. day! i was all yey & thanks! i was like i feel after reading 1277's post, that i have a "TONIC" feeling rather than a healed better body feeling. she was like oh no your an addict dude! i was like how can you compare an addict to someone wanting to be the best you can be? oh well, the intial reation was like ??? but then she went on to say how they were going to the park to watch some bands. that my dad wants to stop @ slavkos to get some colin clogging stuff but, she is hoping they have @ least a salad for her to take then, she giggled. so i am sure that's what that was all about ya know? somehow they compare themselves to us, feel a bit lesser & want to take us down to... sorta.

so how are you feeling?? how was the o.j.?? as you can tell i am going about 150 mph! hehe