somebody please please help me

Hey.. been signed up to this forum for a while and been reading alot but still not found a solution. ill try to keep this brief as i have hardly the energy to type :( basically i dont know if i can continue on much longer and this is a major cry for any kind of help. For years now my health had been in decline due to heavy binge binge drinking which im realsiing now contributed to massive massive yeast overgrowth and leaky gut.Also was given strong antibiotics when i had severe candida unbeknown to me at the time which made things so much worse and havent recovered since. i quit drinking 3 years ago and basically once i stopped everything seemed to crash down and now i am completely bedbound and housebound with litlle or no energy to get through each day. went to doctors over 200 times regarding how i felt last few years and as im sure you all know they are completely useless. So over the years i was on omeprazole and anti depressants (great idea from doctors)have had consistent stoManch problems now for years on end. i done a full colon cleanse with herbs and also full parasite cleanse and cleared out so much crap but my issues will persist. im assuming the candida is buried deep in my gut wall causing the leaky gut but ive no idea how to remove it. i can hardly eat any foods, eating just the basics and have lost around 4 stone. blood tests have come back fine so looks as if all pointing to candida causing leaky and no full blown autominnue reaction as food getting into bloodstream. i really dont know what to do anymore, i have adrenal fatigue as well so taking vitamin c.Also just recently started cannibis oil in desperation and is causing massive die off reaction, not sure if this is good or bad. im just a lost soul at this stage. is there anybody out there that could help in anyway ?? id be more than glad to be pay if it meant getting my life back. thanks for any replies and sorry about the long post.