Can't hold coffee enema

I've been doing coffee enemas for several months now. At first, I wasn't able to hold them in long: 3, maybe 5 minutes. Eventually, I was able to hold it for a full 15 minutes. (I never tried longer than that.) Well,the other day, I expelled worms. I have seen what others have described as candida, but this was not it!! I looked it up and apparently I expelled rope worms. Now, I can't seem to hold my coffee enemas without feeling the urge to expel it right away. Today, same thing happened and when I evacuated there were more worms. I am absolutely horrified at what is coming out!!!! I am wondering if this is the reason that I can't hold my enemas any longer? If so, I guess it would be stupid to stop now. I am honestly so grossed out with my own body right now. I just want to cry, seriously!! Anyone else having or has had similar issues and what did you do? Tia!!!

**Btw, I've been drinking golden milk (turmeric) for 2 weeks now and have been religiously doing castor oil packs (for a different issue). I read on a different website that the turmeric could be the reason I'm expelling them. Not sure if this is true or not. Obviously I don't want them inside me either, but it's really too much to handle.