Hi Trish, so sorry to hear what you are going through. Seems you are dealing with a lot of stress right now and that can make your physical illness much worse. I would suggest some daily meditation. I use these Om chants daily and they really seem to help with stress. There are many on youtube but I use these.... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LMmuChXra_M https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SBiwLibZqfw
I know its tough when money is low to keep trying new things. The problem is that everyone is different and what works for some people doesnt work for others. When you say popped in your chest do you think it could have been a cyst? Are you zapping at all? I dont claim to know a lot about Morgellons but it sounds like it could also be disseminated Ascaris or tapeworm. Clark said high doses of Coq10 (3-4 grams) can kill them sytemically. I think Spooky2 rife has morgellons program that has helped some people but a basic setup is like $200.
I hope you are able to find relief and get through all this, I beleive you can. Keep your head up and meditate daily to keep yourself grounded in reality.