My neglected pressence

I feel I'm like many other people. However I'm never treated like everyother person. I'm like a shadow. The people that consider me a friend (1) I don't see as a friend. Just someone to talk to, someone who will listen, but not nessesarly understand. I'm the one person at your school that doesn't understand the point of school assembly's with loud music celebrations. The person who doesn't understand prom. I'm a sensitive person. But what I feel never shows. I seem void of emotion most of the time now. I'm hurt by being rejected ignored or treated for granted... I'm one of the smartest people at school yet when assigned with a partner I do most of the work, without thanks or support. Is it me? Is it them? Is it my intelligence? Why am I so alone? Ever since I was 7 years old I lost everyone. We moved and I crumbled. I haven't recovered. I'm now 18 still alone and void of friends.