Isolation of the abductee/contactee

As an abductee/contactee how do we deal with not being able to share our experiences with the people we love? Friends and family that would scoff at the very idea of things that we have been through, dismissing our experiences as fiction or imagination. Yet these experiences are very real for us, as real as me typing this right now. I am 26 years old and saddened to come to the realization that nobody truly knows me. Sure my family knows me as one person, my friends as another, and my coworkers yet another. They don't really know me though, just the version of me I put on as a front to fit in, a mask to blend in with the crowd. The stigma surrounding this subject is what keeps many people like me quiet. If I share my experiences I face becoming a social outcast, ruining the relationships with my family members and friends, and destroying their image of me. My experiences have shaped me to become everything I am today, they have been the most impactful moments of my life. The things I have witnessed and been apart of have been nothing short of incredible and yet these are the things I hold back from sharing with the people I know. It saddens me to know that I will live my entire life and die having been nothing but a stranger to every other human on the planet. I see people pour out their hearts and soul to each other and fall in love, meanwhile I just feel like a ghost passing by. I know there are thousands of other people like me out there. My question is how do you deal with the lonliness?

If there are any other experiencers out there please email me

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