Hi shroom I have a question and I have searched and searched and came with nothing. The only thing I can find is morgellons. I DONT truly believe this is what I am looking for. So I happen to read this and maybe you can help me or lead me in the right direction. God willing. So this may be long so I apologize ahead please bare with me. First off please don't think iam crazy I have only told a few ppl about this because even to me it sounds crazy . but it is killing me inside . I am worried it may do harm in the long run. OK so about two years ago maybe a little before I lived in a home that was infested with black mold roof caved in leaking red black liquid in insulation black mold everywhere any way I was pregnant at the time and I had gotten sick from this so we moved about a few months later I started feeling like things were crawling on me or going in my feet. My feet got severely cracked and dry so did my finger nails and the tips of my fingers had a callused little hard line. I started seeing like dust particles everywhere on clothes on body in car it was embarrassing to be standing in sunlight outside you could see little particles flying off of us. After awhile I noticed bowel movements were different hair was different texture the way it sitta moves and when washed with certain stuff it was more hoarse harder to brush through. I noticed with my child after it was born about two months of age she got thrush and after that she had a horrible yeast rash for over a year no exaggeration. It would bleed it would get so bad Dr prescribed everything nothing worked i f we gotnit to go away instantly one damp diaper or anything it was back full force. Also her bowel movement is way off. She honestly has around seven bowel movements per day each one a different consisteny one could be loose one hard or then hard little balls then diareahha it also has stayed a pale yellow color sense she was a few months old. When she was born and still she has acid reflux extremely bad. Her hair is weird it seems to move on own in a weird way . my alsin . I get sores in my nose and about a year ago I remember the first one it was kinda like white ish but now I have them always they hurt I get sores around nose mouth on chin also my daughter seems to consrtantky pick her nose like it bother her. Weird thing also it seems we sneeze a lot and when we are around people they seem to sneeze a lot to. Every drain in our home clogges and eventually plumbing is backed up and just weird. Toilet issues. Well we lost are home and the last two places we have stayed have done the same shortly after we started staying there. After showering bathing laundry was a big one everything started backing up. Its so crazy. It seems to effect dogs and only certain ppl. But after being around ppl for awhile they start to have symptoms like I did in beggining. My son only stays weekends with me and every time he has stomach pain and doesn't feel right. My daughter has a bad geographical tounge. And seems she is constantly rubbing it on something she won't eat a lot and she also has a fear of hair and dust and I don't no if it cause she feels the same as me and sees the same . she is only two but I no whatever I have she does. Dr won't listen won't help iam at my breaking point. My blood now seems it may be effected I have pains constant running nose ears always have weird stuff in them. Fly's seem to suddenyl be where ever we are sometimes. I don't no i no I sound nuts I have looked up everything online and there is dnothing that I can fiqure out. Iam scared I am my daughter was hospitalized twice for breathing complications and every Dr we ever see says she has pemoniu cuz there is a spot on left lung but it is always there and oh I'm sorry I sound nuts. I took a video earlier and you can see the particles coming off me .my email is leardjenny3gmailcom if you send me email I will send you pictures I have collected over time maybe you can help me identify or lead me the right way. I want to be OK I want my kids to be OK . I am terrified. And I sound insanbe. Please please someone help I have tried collidle silver ate tabacco garlic you nae it I tried it. Please help