So much my "Flesh self" and mental part could rant on about in a thread like this.
BUT since I have chosen to NOT live by the flesh, but by my spirit man, I will just leave all of you with this beautiful song which can help you in different individual ways:
BTW I think all need to take a hit of the "Chill pill". What I see mostly is that the EVIDENT time acceleration is eating away people's overall ability to basically cope with life these days.
"4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres."
- 1 Corinthians 13