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fcked over by spirit sources associated with N.
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thats what i was trying to say. he wasn't talking about any of this back in 08, he was all about selenium selenium selenium 800 to 1000mcgs a day. he didn't know what he was talking about then and he doesn't now. he was telling me back then to buy potassium chloride soon before the codex alimentarius kicked in and i wont be able to buy any supplements. he started talking that stuff about the archons / horus / azazel later after reading stuff on the internet. he built that whole docrtine on his own biases, reading stuff on the internet, paranoias and his head trip with those spirit sources guiding him.
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U would be surprised as to the degree to which people can be "BS Bridges"... bridging spirit sources they don't even understand just cause it happens to be the only thoughts and/or words in their minds right then..
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i do that too. i'm 43, nobody was talking about this kind of stuff in the 80's and 90's. just 1 person i was hanging out with in 97 then not again for me till i started reading stuff about it on the internet in 08-09 but most of that was the new age stuff. like clive he was toting that new age lightworker line for 30+ years, he only started the simulation / matrix research 4 to 5 years ago.
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"yoda and company do not have time to be challenged" so him and john turned against me. dunno how u missed that sht but he verbatim "warned me".
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are you talking about when he told you to throw the ring in the volcano or whatever? he wasn't talking about you personally, it's like i was saying he doesn't know what he's talking about. nothing he was saying ever scared or worried me because i already knew he was just making sh1t up. he keeps coming up with something someone new / different to blame for years. i'm putting together connecting dots some things like when n started his doctrine trip and clive started his sim thing they both started around the same time, i'll try to talk about it more later.
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i regularly have good advice and hints communicated to me visually and auditorrially ( often in riddle form/analogies) plus "the force" still hasant abandoned me
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clive will say thats just the sim fvcking with you.
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he was actually the person to reply to me to directly to show me Cameron Day's Demi-urge work
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doesn't mean / prove that he's not following the same demiurge. and about cameron i heard him speak in his interview, sounded like he was full of it to me with his over belly laughs. he hasn't came out with anything new since.
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that said the fact that he nor john as far as ive seen, have never had ANYTHING to say about, nor never reference to Clive's soul-healer website...
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i was trying to research back in 09 if i should be working with reiki, i wish i would have found his website back then it would have saved me a lot of wasted time working with all the new age healing i tried. my understanding of the simulation / matrix thing is different then his, i think it started in the 2000's some time, he's saying we've always been in a simulation throughout history. i think what we are living in now is the consequence of the behavior that led up to what we are living in now. i'd like to feel like it was back in the early and mid 2000's or even late 2000's if the sim is the reason it's not like that anymore and something can be done but so far i'm not sure that is gonna happen. i'll get into that more later but he is saying it could take up to 10+ years, he's around 60 years old, he's had some "PRETTY EXQUISITE TIMES" from the 60's through the 2000's.
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"text message" as in claraudience or
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visual with my eyes closed.
The Times Of Their Lives (The Best Of Times)
Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right
I hope you had the time of your life
So take the photographs, and still-frames in your mind
Hang it on the shelf of good health and good time
Tattoo's of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth, it was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right
I hope you had the time of your life